Category: singing lalala


I spent Valentine’s day watching Duncan Sheik’ gigs at Hard Rock Cafe.

Can’t believe that he finally came to Indonesia!

I love it when he sang ‘Half Life’..

“I don’t mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it’s fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don’t you see I’m breaking down..” 

Hanging On Too Long

This Duffy’s song is just perfectly fit to my current situation 😥 

It was just my mistake thinking you care
It was just my mistake thinking you’d be there
That you’d be by my side and that you wouldn’t lie

It was just my false hope thinking we’d last
It was just my false hope, forgot all your past
All those girls you denied
Smashed up hearts hung out to dry

I know it’s wrong, hanging on too long
But I need to move on, hanging on too long

I was a fool for you right from the start
I was a fool for you hoping for a spark
For some kind of sign that you would be mine

“….Ninety miles outside Chicago/ Can�t stop driving I don�t know why/ So many questions I need an answer/ 2 years later, he�s still on my mind/ Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?/ Who holds the stars up in the sky?/ Is true love just once in a lifetime?/ Did the captain of the Titanic cry?/Someday we�ll know If love can move a mountain/ Someday we�ll know Why the sky is blue/ Someday we�ll know Why I wasn�t meant for you/ Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?/ What the wind says when she cries?/ I�m speeding by the place that I met you/ For the 97th time tonight/Someday we�ll know If love can move a mountain/ Someday we�ll know Why the sky is blue/ Someday we�ll know Why I wasn�t meant for you/Someday we�ll know Why Samson loved Delilah/ One day I�ll go Dancing on the moon/ Someday you�ll know That I was the one for you/I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow/ And watched the stars crash into the sky/ If I could ask God just one question/Why aren�t you here with me tonight/ Someday we�ll know If love can move a mountain/ Someday we�ll know Why the sky is blue/ Someday we�ll know Why I wasn�t meant for you………………………”

Maybe someday we’ll find those answers in the end, why we’re not being together. I just wish I could have it at any time soon 😥

Having fun with friends always brings you great happiness.

We went to the Zoo and the Mall *such a big gap huh?*

But we had soooo much fun indeed 😉

Break Even

Hi, I would like to say sorry to all of my blog fans for not adding any new post lately. *emang punya blog fans ya? * hahaha..

But the truth is.. I really dont have anything to write about. Banyak orang bilang, inspirasi gampang berdatangan kalo kamu sedang jatuh cinta, atau bahkan patah hati. Well at the moment, I dont feel them both either..

But I’m trying my best now to still be able to write in any under circumstances. Semangat!

Here’s the story.. Yesterday my friend gave me this song, Breakeven by The Script. I often hear it on my playlist, but never paid atttention to the lyrics. It’s funny though.. This is it.. *dengan perubahan lirik pada he/she tentunya*

I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don’t believe in,
‘Coz I got time while he got freedom,
‘Coz when a heart breaks
no it don’t break even.

His best days will be some of my worst,
He finally met a girl that’s gonna put her first,
While I’m wide awake, he’s no trouble sleeping,
‘Coz when a heart breaks
no it don’t break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re ok
I’m falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
‘Coz he’s moved on while I’m still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don’t break even, even no.

One still in love
while the other one’s leaving
I’m falling to pieces,

You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I’m trying to make sense of what little remains, oh.
‘Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

Nice one huh? And when a heart breaks, no it don’t break even. Yang satu happy karena berhasil menemukan pengganti pasangannya, yang satu lagi masih terkungkung dengan rasa sakit hatinya.  His best days will be some of my worst. Yaaak gw tau banget kalo yesterday remains yesterday, don’t look back and see your future.. but still, for this kinda matter. I am still grieving quite a long time. Until I….. hit to the worst.. 😀 

That’s why, learn from my past..  I need to move on quickly as I can, need to grieve as fast as I can.. Leaving all the unnecessary feeling.. Bismillah… 🙂

Dan selamat mencoba! *If you don’t want to end up just like the song* 😛

For what it’s worth, I love you
And what is worse, I really do
For what it’s worth, I’m gonna run run run
‘Til the sweetness gets to you
And what is worse I love you!

Fix Me

When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
COULD IT BE WORSE?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Someday by Nina

Merasa harus mendengarkan lagu ini lagi *being a heavy masokist* 😀

You’re a falling star, you’re the get away car.
You’re the line in the sand when I go too far.
You’re the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you’re the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it’s kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don’t pretend that you don’t know it’s true.
’cause you can see it when I look at you.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, you make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.

You’re a carousel, you’re a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You’re a mystery, you’re from outer space,
You’re every minute of my everyday.

And I can’t believe, uh that I’m your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we’ll see it through,
And you know that’s what our love can do.

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It’s you, it’s you, you make me sing.
You’re every line, you’re every word, you’re everything.
You’re every song, and I sing along.
‘Cause you’re my everything.

– Everything by Michael Buble

*One of my wishlist.. Where are you my everything? :)*

Prettiest Friend

A sweet lyric. A sweet video.

This is what I look like today.
And I’m trying not to pull out my hair
I’m trying not to show it ’cause I’m far too shy to grow it back there
That’s probably why I like wearing hats
There’s no denying I’m deferring the facts
Avoiding confrontation. Lacks tact in a situation
Behind every line is a lesson yet to learn

But if you ask me
The feeling that I’m feeling is overwhelming
And oh, it goes to show. I’ve so much to know

I wrote this for my prettiest friend
Who while trying not to prove that I care
Trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare him away
Well he can’t see he’s making me crazy now
I don’t believe he knows he’s amazing how
He has me holding my breathe
So I’d never guess that I’m a none such unsuitable, suited for him

But if you ask me
The feeling that I’m feeling is complimentery
And oh, it goes to show
The moral of the story is girl loves boy
And so on the way that it unfolds is yet to be told

I know that I should be brave
Even pretty can be seen by the blind
I know that I cannot wait
Until the day we finally learn how to find each other
Redefining open minds

And if you ask me
The feeling that I’m feeling is overjoyed
And it’s golden, it goes to show then
The ending of this song should be left alone
And so on ’cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told